HESITATION. TIMIDNESS. INDECISION. TENTATIVENESS. VACILLATION. IRRESOLUTION.

I hit "pause" too often in my life. What do I do with that time space? I sit, thinking about what I could be doing, pondering alternatives, what ifs, maybe sos, or elses.

My hesitation is often about my very next move or the move after that. What is best, what is worth the time and effort, what effect will my choice have on me, my dogs, the world? Every single day I want to do a million things. I never stop coming up with ideas; rarely do I start executing. Everything has to be just right, exactly so, at the precise moment...or it all crumbles. Nothing seems worth doing and my idea was probably stupid anyway.

And then I sit.
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